Sunday, June 22, 2008

i am now bewildered...

"Today, one must think like a hero to behave like a merely decent human being,"
this has been quoted from the
Journal of a Solitude of May Sarton.


What i have written above is not really what i am going to post. I just looked for a quotation about being a man and this became my favorite.

Early this morning, my mom just told me that a lot of her friends were asking bout my gender. Right! Some gender issue here. This brought me to type these words I am now weaving. Also, I became more conscious now bout my actions that could possibly be the basis of those narrow-minded people.

I was raised in an all-female crowd. I was exposed on the femininity of the world. I admit, there came a time where i thought that all their actions could also be for male. Because obviously, on my age that time, it is hard for me to distinguish which is for man and which is for woman. All along, what i am doing i guess is just the reflection of what i have been witnessing inside our home. I know, i had brought some actions outside our house but who the hell would tell me that it was wrong?
I am confused with people's reaction. But one thing is for sure, i am a man in every aspect of such word.


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