being the so-called "isko"

I am studying in one of the best schools in the country.

Some think that i am intellegent.

Some even think that i am different from them.

But they were all wrong.

My parents were very proud.

People admire me.

My friends showed their love.

But i don't need those.

I am nothing but an ordinary person.

Have my own weaknesses.

Have my own fears.

But i think, those are not important.

Because now i am afraid.

Afraid to loose everything.

Everything my parents want me to be.

I know, all these were vague.

I guess, all i am trying to say is:

I AM SURELY SICKED OF THOSE PRESSURE AND EXPECTATIONS,

BUT I AM ALREADY HERE.

WHY SHOULD I LET GO?

MANY WOULD GRAB THE OPPORTUNITY TO BE ON MY PLACE.

I THINK, ALL I CAN DO IS TO CHERISH THIS MOMENT

AND LIVE BY MY PURPOSE.

THAT IS,

"SERVE THE PEOPLE".....